JUST A MESS

Directly from my mind

How do you know everything it's going to be right if nobody seems to care about faith or hope?

This person just gave up thinking everythig could change but it was a fake illusion.
Illusion world, you're not what you believe because you don't even know about yourself, how you dare to think you could see into men?

Billions of people and you don't care about them, you don't even know them, why should you care? Yeahh there's not reason.

Your troubles are not as huge as others who have not food, home or family; but they are yours and that's enough. Nobody cares, but you wish they could see beyond.
You don't want pity, it doesn't worth it. You just wanna be magnificent, forgettin', being in the mind, feel what that person feels, know what that person thinks, understand that person reasons.

You better save your breath, you know what would come. But how do you suposse world acts that way? You better don't think about it.

Don't expect anything from anybody and don't blame them, they're humans, just like you, they can get wrong, they can hurt if they want, who cares. Yeah you do, but now you don't wanna fight. You can imagine yourself lying, and waiting for nothing.

Doesn't matter about pain because it is a free world; you understand pain must exist, why not. Mentally and spiritually you're so tired you don't want to discuss. You say : "What for"

You're in his hands. He doesn't realize, does he?

But now you don't care or at least you want to believe that is true. And sometimes you get angry, furious. That's ok, your'e so tired, boring, desapointed but at the end it.........

Does't matter, What for, Who cares

You just undestand. You JUST.............